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A Tale of Two Destinies

Thus says the Lord: ‘Let not the wise man boast in his wisdom, let not the mighty man boast in his might, let not the rich man boast in his riches, but let him who boasts boast in this, that he understands and knows Me, that I am the Lord who practices steadfast love, justice, and righteousness in the earth, and in these things I delight, declares the Lord.”   Jeremiah 9:23-24

 I had this male friend in high school that was very much into money and also into girls. Both were the driving forces of his life and he let everyone know about it. He knew I was a Christian and deep down it bothered him. When he got drunk, he would take very two pathshurtful stabs at me. When he was in college he would talk about how he was going to make all kinds of money. He knew that I wanted to either be a missionary or do full time Christian work and he would dig at how worthless that was.

I maybe saw him three or four times after high school and this was the repeated theme of our talks that would turn into arguments, because he would be sadly drunk and gloating over the wrong things. The last time I saw him was at our twenty-year class reunion. He was already retired as a millionaire but was not happy, though he tried to rub his money in my face.

About ten years ago I had a dream that he had built a big structure back in our hometown and threw a big party.  He had invited 230 people to it and served exotic food and served free drinks. I refused to go. In my dream, he had rigged the building with bombs and had killed all of the people. In the next clip of my dream I went to visit him on death row and spoke to him about Heaven and Hell. It was as if I was really speaking to him.

I found out from my sister a day or two after the dream that this friend had been found dead and that he had died the same night I had the dream.   I went to the online condolences and put Jeremiah 9:23-24 with my sympathy message to his family. I don’t know if he ever turned his life’s ambition around, but my prayer is that he called out to Jesus before he died.

That is an extreme example of the message that we each need to take to heart. Some trust in riches, others trust in their strength, others in their brains or wisdom. Each of those things will only take you so far. Without Jesus, it will not take you beyond the grave.

If you do know Jesus, it is still tempting to try to trust in your own strength, money or wisdom. I Corinthians 1:27-31 flies in the face of that. Paul writes that God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; the weak to shame the strong; the low and despised to shame the highly esteemed. In other words, God is looking for a few weak people.

If we’re going to boast, boast in the Lord. Jeremiah said to boast that we know and understand the Lord, that He practices love, justice and righteousness. Paul said to boast in the cross.  In the end, the one who dies with the most toys dies. Sadly, they go to Hell if they don’t know Jesus. The one who boasts in Jesus Christ, in His cross, and in the God who practices love, justice and righteousness, will inherit eternal life.

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Of Eagles’ Wings and High Walls

They who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.  Isaiah 40:31

Those who wait for the Lord.  What does it mean to wait for the Lord?  Have you ever run ahead of God?  Maybe you were too impatient to let Him work out His plan, so you took matters in your own hand, and you ended up with a mess.   If you did, how did it work out?

Waiting on God means that we apply Psalm 34:5, Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act.  It is trusting God to direct your steps, praying to Him and waiting for an answer before you act.  It is also daily coming to God to ask His opinion on your day, not just going in your own energy and strength.

Shall renew their strength.  Paul said in Colossians 1 that his goal was to teach and admonish everyone with all wisdom so that everyone would be mature in Christ.  In verse 29 he gives away a little secret, “struggling with all of His energy, which works so powerfully within me.”  This meant that Paul had to put a lot of time and his own energy into reaching others for Jesus, but He did it with Jesus’ strength and energy.

That is a big secret.  The only way we can live the Christian life successfully is to let God live it through us via the Holy Spirit.  Usually we don’t figure this out until we come to the end of ourselves, like through some sort of disabling injury or disease, or loss of a job or some situation where we are in over our heads.

Save yourself a lot of trouble and figure it out now! Philippians 4:13 reads I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength, not I can do all things because I have so much strength. Come to God daily and ask for Him to give you His strength and wisdom for the day. Don’t rest in your own strength, wisdom and resources. They will quickly fail. If they don’t, you’re just full of your own pride, and that’s another issue.

They shall mount up with wings like eagles. The Holy Spirit is a part of the trinity.  He is God’s personality and His job is to teach, convict, and guide us.  His job is also to empower us, according to Acts 1:8, You will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses… The Holy Spirit gives us the power not to sin, the power to set our mind on Heavenly things and not on ourselves, and He gives us the power to mount up with wings of eagles.

They shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint. Many days when I’m already worn out and I just got out of bed, I find myself praying these verses.   Psalm 18:29 says, For by You I can run against a troop, and by my God I can leap over a wall. Claim God’s strength to equip you to do what He has called you to do.  It’s funny that on those days when I’m driving to work with no energy and I’m calling out for it, when I’m driving home on those same roads, I’ll think: “I made it!”  I’ll marvel that God did it, not that I did it.  He’s that kind of a God.

receive His strength.jpgI pray that God would give you His energy and strength.  I pray that God would give you His power, wisdom, creativity and equipping for the day.  May you mount up with wings like eagles and may you run and not grow weary. In Jesus name today may you leap over a high wall.

 

 


A pretty good Easter message

For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation to all people, training us to renounce all ungodliness…and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in our present lives.  When the goodness and kindness of God our Savior appeared He saved us…by the washing of regeneration and the renewal of the Holy Spirit.  Titus 2:11-12; 3:4-5

When Jesus showed up, that’s when His grace came.  That’s what gave us the ability to “Just say no” as the old anti-drug slogan said.  It’s His grace that trains us to be better people.  Coupled with the Holy Spirit, we can change from being selfish jerks to something much better than that.

Well then, why did I launch off on the Sirius XM customer service person on the phone because of their hidden charges fee that I found on my bank statement the other day?  Aren’t I supposed to be better than that?  I hung up, shaking my head at myself.  Who was that on the phone?

I was just reading these verses: “Fools show their annoyance at once,” Proverbs 12:16.  And “Be not quick in your spirit to become angry, for anger lodges in the bosom of fools,” angrywomanfrom Ecclesiastes 7:9.  I don’t need to let things like hidden taxes set me off and I roll out the welcome mat to anger.  Forgive me God.  I’m sorry phone person.

I am not going to let anger take up residence in my heart.  God’s grace is at work in me, training me away from a life of being irritated easily, being grumpy, prone to resentment, self pity or moodiness.  That’s not who I am.  Romans 5:20-21 says that where sin increases, that where grace abounds all the more. As sin reigns in death, grace might also reign through righteousness leading to eternal life.

In other words, when I sin, God pours out His grace so that righteousness triumphs instead of sin.  When Jesus came, He brought goodness and kindness with Him.  He brought grace and mercy with Him.  He’s pouring it on on me so I can pour it out on others.

That’s a pretty good Easter message.  Grace is what showed up when Jesus came and the the training away from ungodliness was made possible because He rose from the dead.

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The Power of the Cross

the cross.pngFor Christ did not send me to baptize but to preach the gospel, and not with words of eloquent wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power.  For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.  1 Corinthians 1:17-18

Oh how we try to rely on everything but the simple message of the cross to get by and to get ahead in life!  We rely on eloquent wisdom, fancy words, glitzy images, good looks, muscle, craftiness, slick tricks, sometimes manipulation…anything but the simple message of the cross.  It’s a fitting Easter thought–the cross.  I need to return to it again and again.

In reading through Isaiah 53, and back through the corresponding Gospel passages, I am struck with the basic message:

  • Jesus was sinless.  Pilate said he found no fault in Jesus (Luke 23:4).   Hebrews 4:15 states, “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.”  In other words, Jesus never sinned.  That’s why He was able to be the sacrifice for our sins.
  • The sinless one took our sins.  Back to Isaiah 53:4-5,  we find that Jesus bore our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted.  But He was wounded for our transgressions; He was crushed for our iniquities; upon Him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with His stripes we are healed.  That’s the good news of Easter.  Jesus paid the price for sin so we don’t have to pay it, if we allow Him to.
  • Jesus gave up His life willing for us. Sin brings death and demands that a price be paid.  We’ve all sinned, and we all deserve death.   Isaiah 53:6 says, All we like sheep have gone astray, we have turned–every one–to his own way; and the Lord has laid on Him the iniquity of us all.  Jesus said in John 10:18 No one takes (my life) from Me, but I lay it down of my own accord.  Jesus willingly gave up His life to pay the price for our sin.
  • This is where true love and peace are found.  Romans 5:8 proclaims, But God shows His love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.  And 1 John 4:10: In this is love, not that we have loved God but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the wrath satisfier (my word) for our sins.  And Romans 5:1 so marvelously declares, Since we have justified by faith, we have peace with God.  There is no other way to find peace deep down inside than to get this straight.

This is the message of the cross.  1 Corinthians 1 goes on to say that God entrusted the foolish, the weak, the low and despised to carry this message to shame the strong, the wise and the mighty so that none might boast in the presence of God.  God picked me, and for that I am eternally grateful.  And I get to tell others this simple, yet powerful message, not with eloquent words of wisdom lest I empty the cross of its power.

Jesus, use me.

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My Favorite Billy Graham Memory

Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.  Romans 5:1

billy grahamI grew up watching Billy Graham crusades on TV, and developed the same reverence for him that many mainstream evangelicals around the  world living from the 50’s through the turn of the century did.  So when I had the opportunity to participate in one of his crusades while living in Columbia, South Carolina I did so with excitement.

It was the spring of 1987.  I had met with hundreds of others weekly from January through April to prepare and to pray for the big event.  My job was to be a “second tier” counselor on the field.  When people came down on the stadium field to pray after Billy preached, they would meet with a counselor.  If that counselor got ‘in over their head,’ encountering something that they couldn’t handle, such as talk of suicide or any other complicating issues, they would raise a red card and that’s where the second tier counselors would step in.

One night there was a big thunderstorm and he didn’t get to preach, the choir didn’t get to sing, etc.  But Billy did get up to say that if people came wanting to accept Jesus as their Savior that they could still come.  We stood down on the field in the rain waiting and over 3000 people came forward without him even preaching.  It seemed that the prayers that we had prayed and the power of the Spirit were way stronger than the thunderstorm and blackened skies.

But that’s not my profound memory.  I was in Columbia attending Bible School.  I was also waitressing at the Cracker Barrel.  My co-workers treated me like I was an anomaly throughout my time there.  I wasn’t like them, not smoking pot during breaks in the parking lot, not cussing up a storm, not partying after work…But we became fast friends and they were interested in my faith in Jesus.  They were super excited when Billy came to eat one afternoon at the restaurant, even though several admitted they didn’t know who he was.

A waitress friend went with me one of the nights.  I had been telling her about Jesus for a year and a half and she had been listening with interest.  But it seemed like there was a wall that kept her from accepting Him into her life, like it couldn’t be for her.  No matter how I explained it to her, nothing breached the wall.  Until that night.  When Billy finished preaching and began to invite people to make their way to the field if they wanted to know Jesus as their Savior, she asked, “What would happen if I went down on the field?”

I explained that someone would talk to her, asking if she would like to invite Jesus into her life.  I asked if that’s what she wanted to do.  She responded, “No, I want to talk to you.”  I told her that because there were about 50,000 people there it was going to take a good two hours to make it through the traffic.  I suggested we talk in the car.  For the next two hours, the wall that I could not bring down previously was brought down by this very evident power of the Holy Spirit that was impacting my friend Jan.

She poured out how she had been listening to everything that I had been sharing with her about Jesus and wanted it.  But she knew Jesus couldn’t love her and she couldn’t tell me about it because she didn’t want to lose me as her friend.  She told of how she had an abortion five years earlier and how she deserved every bad thing that had happened.  There in my car I was able to explain how Jesus’ blood covered even her abortion and that if she repented of it, He would forgive her and wipe it out permanently.  She did that night, and she was set free.

Just as I am, without one plea…


Am I ‘mentally ill’?

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I told you, and you do not believe.  The works that I do in My Father’s name bear witness about Me, but you do not believe because you are not part of My flock.  My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me.  John 10:25-27

I don’t know if you have followed the flap in the media this week regarding the comments made on the ABC show “The View” about Vice President Mike Pence.  Former White House staffer Omarosa Manigault Newman said that the most dangerous person, the one that we should really be afraid of, is the Vice President.    She said that he not only talks to Jesus, but Pence also says things because he believes that Jesus talks to him and tells him to say them.

Joy Behar then said, “It’s one thing to talk to Jesus.  It’s another thing when Jesus talks to you…that’s called mental illness.”  John 10 makes it pretty clear that there is a division between those who will hear Jesus’ voice and those who won’t.  Those who don’t are not a part of His flock.  The group of Jews around Jesus had been arguing with Him and they said, “If you are the Christ, tell us plainly.”  He answered, “I told you, and you do not believe.  You don’t believe because you aren’t a part of My flock.”

In John 15:18-23 Jesus went on to warn His followers that ‘the world’ was going to hate them.  They hated Him, they were going to hate them.  The same thing applies to us.  The same spirit of the world is here today.  It drives the media, politics, and just about everything around us.  And it hates Jesus and it hates followers of Jesus.

And for sure, if we start talking about hearing Jesus talking to us, they aren’t going to get it.  Not even most believers get it.  I’m not even I understand His voice most days.  The voice of Jesus is one of the most wonderful, most precious and most confusing things in my Christian life.  If I were to start my sentences with things like, “Jesus told me to give you this money,” or “Jesus told me to quit my job, so I’m quitting,” the words ‘mentally ill’ would soon trail behind me as well.

I like what JD Greear writes in his book, Jesus Continued: “Such experiences (like God throwing us a curveball, or God moving in our spirit is not on the time table we thought it was) should teach us to hold our perception of what the Holy Spirit is ‘telling us’ loosely,” on pg. 166.  I can sense that God is telling me something, or leading me to make certain decisions, or pressing something on my heart.  All of these have happened to me in varying degrees of intensity.

There are times when I know from the Holy Spirit pressing inside of me that I need to say with boldness that it wasn’t just a coincidence that I knew to give somebody something specific, or to call at the right time, etc. but that God led me to do it.  To tell that to a nonChristian at work takes a risk.  And there are times when I know that God is speaking that I can’t deny that it could be Him and I need to act on it.

I am i the middle of sensing that God is moving me through His Holy Spirit to uproot me from my current full time job to a possible ministry position.  This is where the rubber meets the road.  It is not just a debate for “The View” between scoffers or those who genuinely can’t understand this talk about hearing from God.  It is about my husband and I listening to God and obeying Him.

In Hebrews 11 it says that Abraham left without knowing where he was going.  I’d like it to be a little more clear than that.  I am trusting Psalm 32:8-9 that promises (and warns), I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with My eye upon you.  Do not be like a horse or mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you.  

And no, I am not mentally ill.  I am one of Jesus’ sheep.

 


Taking it to the Next Level

I have no one else like Timothy who takes a genuine interest in your welfare, for everyone else looks out for his own interests, not those of Jesus Christ. Philippians 2:21

I was in a prayer meeting this week.  We are trying to bring an evangelistic event to a nearby Native American reservation.  This is a big step of faith, but God is leading.  The area is riddled with drugs, especially heroin and meth.  There have been several overdose deaths in the last year of young people, a symptom of a much bigger epidemic in our area.  One of the Native American Christians at the prayer meeting asked for prayer for her handful of fellow Natives who are Christians.  She asked that they would have a burden for their people, not just for themselves.

It struck me that this is another level of our faith walk–caring about the welfare of others, not just ourselves.  When a sports team does badly and the coach is interviewed at the end of the season about how to do better the next year, the answer usually includes this statement: “we’re going to take it to the next level.”  Just what that means for them as a sports team and coaching staff probably involves analyzing their weak links and irradiating them, maybe changing their offense or defense or trying something new.

For us as Christians, taking it to the next level means something else.  That’s what I’ve been thinking about this week.  It is a deeper work of the Holy Spirit in our lives. How every next levelcan we make this happen?  What element was present in Timothy’s life that made him genuinely interested in the welfare of the Philippians, where no one else was?  What element is missing, not just in the Native American believers’ lives, but in the church as a whole, that takes us away from being self absorbed and toward being ‘about our Father’s business’ as Jesus pronounced in Luke 2:49?

There are three things that I can think of that ‘takes us to the next level’:

1–Prayer for ourselves and others that God would take us there.  Paul’s prayers at the beginning of Ephesians, Philippians and Colossians for the believers in those churches modeled prayers we ought to be praying for ourselves and for the people around us.  He prayed for things like that ‘their spiritual eyes would be opened’ and ‘that they would please God in every way, bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God…’

Why not pray that the people around you would wake up to the spiritual needs of the people around them?  Pray that God would open their eyes to what He wants to do in their jobs and their neighborhoods and communities for His kingdom, and that He would light a fire in their souls.  And pray that they would become Timothy’s, people who are concerned about the welfare of others and the interests of Jesus Christ.

2.  Teaching and discipling.  In Matthew 28:18-20, the ‘Great Commission’ verses, Jesus told His disciples, and us, to go and make disciples of all nations, teaching them to obey everything He has commanded us.  Being about the welfare of others’ spiritual interests is woven throughout the teachings of Paul.  In 2 Corinthians 5 18-19 Paul says that Christ has given us the ministry of reconciliation and the message of reconciliation.  That’s not a suggestion, it’s a command–it’s a passing of the baton on to us.

In order for people to know that they have to look out for others besides themselves, it has to be taught to them and modeled for them by us.  If we aren’t doing it, then we might as well forget it.  If we are, then we should bring them along in the process and make it very clear that this is what the Christian life is about–pouring our lives into other peoples’ lives.

3.  Asking, seeking, and waiting for God to do that deeper work of the Holy Spirit that only He can do.  Becoming a Christian that has a deeper working of the Holy Spirit in their lives is a work of God.  When God has had those power surges in my life, I see that it has been at His hand, not mine.  I am dependent on Him and the work of His grace to work when and how He pleases.  I know He says, “Draw near to God and He will draw near to you,” in James 4:8, but it is still a waiting game for when God chooses to do His work that takes us deeper into Him.

make God your visionI will not stop pushing into God, asking Him to take me closer to Him, to use me in peoples’ lives, to show me more of Himself and to use Him for His kingdom’s sake.  May He say of me: “I have no one else like Martha who takes a genuine interest in your welfare.  She helps others look out for the interests of Jesus Christ.”


A Special Friendship With God

Your words were found and I ate them, and Your words became to me a joy and the delight of my heart, for I am called by Your name, O Lord, God of hosts.  I did not sit in the company of revelers, nor did I rejoice; I sat alone, because Your hand was upon me…you shall stand before Me.  If you utter what is precious, and not what is worthless, you shall be as My mouth.  Jeremiah 15:16-17; 19

Our women’s Sunday school class is still going through the book, “Jesus Continued…Why the Spirit Inside You is Better Than the Jesus Beside You,” by JD Greear.  We’re on the chapter, “Experiencing the Holy Spirit in the Word of God.”  Greear’s angle is following the Spirit in the Bible to find that ‘special mission’ that God has for each of us.

Maybe back in my college days I encountered people who were prone to using the Bible as a ‘spiritual Magic 8 Ball’ to figure out who to date/marry and take all of the forks in the road, and it seems that  those are the kind of people he was writing this chapter to.  But JD Greear made a good point about being more concerned about who we should be and getting that worked out.  Then the when and where will work itself out.

We need to have someplace where we can grow and get grounded in the who.  If that doesn’t happen, no matter where we end up, we’ll be like King Saul or Samson–always wondering why we got dealt the bad hand.

But thinking about the deeper message of the role of the Bible in my life and what the role of the Bible should and could be in everyone’s life took me on a rabbit trail, so here it is…

Jeremiah spoke of this special friendship he had with God in chapter 15.  God called him to it.  I don’t think Jeremiah went out looking for it and had anything to brag about on the topic.  In Jeremiah 1 he told about how God called him and he said, “I’m only a youth.”  But God told him not to use that as an excuse and that He was going to put words in his mouth to set him over kingdoms to pluck up and to break them down.

It wasn’t an easy call.  Most of the time he’d go to the rebellious king who didn’t want to hear what Jeremiah had to say and he’d have Jeremiah put in a dungeon or a cistern.  And he was emaciated one time they had to pull him out of the well with rags because a rope would have broken his arms.

But he had a special friendship.  There’s a word for that special friendship in Hebrew, “Cowdh” where you recline in God’s presence, like special friends conversing, sharing face to face in a confidential conversation.  It had a cost, like not just telling people things they didn’t want to hear and things they wouldn’t listen to.  Jeremiah 15:17 indicates that it meant sitting alone, not with the revelers.  Jeremiah made a clear choice to go to the secret place to be with God.

In Mark 1:35, we find that Jesus did the same thing: “And rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, He departed and went out to a desolate place (a lonely place, a secret place) and there He prayed.”  To get to that secret place of friendship with God means saying ‘no’ to the revelers, and ‘no’ to our flesh.  It means saying ‘no’ to TV, other hobbies and pursuits, all so we can sit elbow to elbow with Jesus in the Word and in prayer.

That is Cowdh.  It is there where we get precious words and not worthless ones.  It is there we get that special mission spoken to our lives from the Spirit.  It is there that the Word of Christ dwells richly in our heart, as Colossians 3:16 admonishes us to do.  We sit in the early morning hours, the late night hours or the days off, or whenever in that place of special friendship to shut out the world and to sit at Jesus’ feet.

I had a 10′ x 10′ prayer cabin built for the express purpose of having a place to go.  It is IMG_0973.jpgmy Cowdh. My Saturday wish is to be there, in quiet communion, uninterrupted.  My husband simply does not grasp the concept.  His Saturdays are to make noise, sound productive, run around to hunt, fish and to not burn daylight.  He may never get the concept of my prayer cabin, but I don’t care.

In Matthew 22:29 Jesus told the Sadducees that they were wrong because they didn’t know the Scriptures nor the power of God.  It is thru the Scriptures that we get to know power and the character of God.  Contrast that with Daniel 11:32 that simply says, “but the people who know their God shall stand firm (rise up) and take action.”

Your words are the joy and delight of my heart for I am called by Your name, O Lord God of Hosts.


The Word Became Flesh

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And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen His glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.  John 1:14

Great indeed, we confess, is the mystery of godliness: He was manifested in the flesh, vindicated by the Spirit, seen by angels, proclaimed among the nations, believed on in the world, taken up in glory.  1 Timothy 3:16

I was looking back in one of my old journals, and read this entry from July of 2015.  It captures the Christmas message in such a poignant way, that I thought it fitting to share it again today:

I was up at the County jail for a Bible study, which I host 2-3 times a month with whatever women will come.  Sometimes they come just to get out of their cell, but I’ll take that.  As long as they’re not disruptive, they get a chance to hear the Gospel.  Romans 10:17 says that “faith comes from hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ.”

Anyway, this particular evening in July brought out three Native American women.  Though they are from my community, they have a world view that is miles apart from my own.  I’ve learned that from the years of jail ministry.  I was to learn more this evening.  Two out of the three were women that I had known for years.  The third had come one other time, maybe a year before.  She seemed agitated from the start.  She sat flipping through another book until we got switched out of the library to another room.

My Bible study was on three different responses to Jesus–mad, sad and glad.  Mad, the people from Nazareth that tried to push Jesus off the cliff (furious); Sad, the rich young ruler in Luke 18; and I didn’t even get to glad and Zacchaeus in Luke 19.  I was still explaining what sin was.  I had already gone into a bit of detail about who Jesus was, that He was God himself who came from Heaven and took on human form as a baby and grew up and began His public ministry and then began His public ministry, doing miracles, announcing that He was the Promised One who came to save them from their sin.

I could see the one gal’s face get more and more angry, read to launch into an argument.  Wait for it, wait for it.  It was right around the sin explanation that she jumped in.  She said that Natives don’t have sin and Hell.  She said she knew a Catholic who just did what she wanted and then went to confessional and she thought that was lame.  I explained that that’s not repentance, which is turning from your sin.  “I get why you think that’s lame.”

I told her the Zacchaeus story was a good example of repentance.  We just started to read it when she yelled, “I would never place my trust in someone who put on a meat suit.”  I quietly said, “Come again?”  I wanted to make sure I heard that right.  She said firmly, “A dude that would take on a human form.  I would never let him be my God.”

I quickly answered, “That’s exactly what He had to do to pay the price for our sins, otherwise we would all face the death penalty and be sentenced an eternity in Hell.”  She countered, “We don’t have a Hell.”  I came back, “Oh yes, we all face that.”  I picked up my Bible and said, “This is the truth and Jesus declared, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life–no one comes to the Father, except through Me.’  One day we will all stand before this Jesus to give an account of what we have done.”

Her answer was, “That’s disrespectful.  That’s hateful.”  I answered, “Actually, in me telling you that, it’s the most loving thing I could do so you could have a chance to hear it and to ponder it.  The choice is then up to you.”  Then she backed down.

We both took a breath, and I said, “I like that ‘dude in a meat suit’ thing.  You’ve hit the nail on the head.  We went off on to a different point and kind of relaxed to move away from the intensity.  At the end of the night I said to her, “I hope I see you again some place, just not here.”  We both smiled in mutual respect.  I haven’t seen her since, but I still pray for her.

 


Depth of the Gospel, Fullness of the Spirit

I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love if Christ–that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.  Ephesians 3:17-19

But when the goodness and kindness of God our Savior appeared, He saved us.  Titus 3:4

Fullness of the Spirit and depth in the gospel are inseparable, and one always leads you to the others.  The more you grow in your knowledge of the gospel the more intimate you become with the Spirit.  JD Greear, from Jesus Continued…Why the Spirit Inside You is Better Than the Jesus Beside You

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Another thought provoking chapter to chew on.  Greear’s point is that we grow in fullness of the Spirit not by asking for Him, but by believing the gospel.  If we want to grow in the Spirit, we don’t just plead for more of the Spirit, we put more renewed faith in the gospel.  Fullness of the Spirit is a by product of believing the gospel (p. 107).

In Galatians 3:1-5, Paul reminded them that they received the Spirit by hearing with faith, not by any kind of work.  It was by believing the gospel.  But they had slipped back into a works based system.  Isn’t that what we do?  When we first come to Jesus we get that it is by grace we are saved through faith and that He’s thrown our sins away as far as the east is from the west.

But then we think we have to work after that to prove things.  We have to work to prove to God that we really mean it, or to prove to others that we have a better faith than them…or to prove to ourselves that our past is really behind us…or to make up for the sins that we’ve committed since we turned our lives over to Jesus that we really shouldn’t do anymore.  And then we miss the fullness of the Spirit because we’re operating in the flesh trying to strive and control and to just live life on our own.

So how do we really get to know how wide and long and high and deep Christ’s love is so we can experience more fullness in the Spirit?

My thought: In Matthew 22 Sadducees came to Jesus with a question.  They were probably trying to trap Him, because they didn’t believe in a resurrection and were asking about Heaven.  “What would happen if a woman’s husband died and she married his brother and he died and she married the next brother and he died and she married the next one–who would she be married to at the resurrection?”

Jesus’ answer in 22:29, You are in error because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God.  In other words, you don’t really know the Bible and you don’t know God’s power.  I was sharing about that in a church that I was once in, that Jesus might say the same thing to us if we don’t really know Him through the Word in a real relationship and haven’t gotten to know His power through our faith walk.

The pastor asked a real question, something like this, “How do you answer your kids when you try to tell them Bible stories and they say they’ve heard it all before and they won’t listen?”  My quick answer was, I believe it was from the Spirit because I couldn’t be that profound was this: Go out as a family and find people who have never heard of Jesus and His love and find a way to share the Gospel with them.  Then it will become alive to your kids.  That was over fifteen years ago and I believe it more strongly today.

For me, the way you grow in your knowledge of the gospel, and thus become more intimate with the Spirit, is to share the good news of it with people who have never heard it, or who need to hear it again and again and again.

I was talking to some boys who had carried a grudge for months now.  “Meet me in the bathroom at 2:30,” was one boy’s challenge.  The teacher had caught wind of it, and she was unable to convince them of why they shouldn’t fight out their issue.  In she marched them to my office.  “I need to know when this started.  One at a time, no interruptions.”  They talked of surface conflicts, then it came out.  Months ago the one boy had insulted another boy’s mom, who was dead.  He was new, he didn’t know it.  He had apologized many times, but the boy and his friends wouldn’t listen.  He had crossed a line and had to pay.

This was one of the friends.  It’s a week before Christmas.  I’ve been pondering the line from Titus 3:4, But when the goodness and kindness of God our Savior appeared, He saved us, throughout most of the month.  I guess it’s become part of me now.    I began to talk about forgiveness, and how it is a gift that the other person doesn’t deserve.  It is based on kindness and goodness.  But one day the shoe will be on the other foot and you’ll need someone to forgive you for a debt that you can’t repay.  I said that there’s no better time than Christmas to extend the gift of forgiveness.  I don’t think the teacher had tried this line of reasoning…

I didn’t talk about Jesus, but I did talk about the Grinch, whose heart was two times too small and how it grew three times.  Unforgiveness makes your heart two times two times smaller and forgiveness is what makes it grow three times in a day.  The offending boy turned and apologized one last time and the other boy then was faced with the choice to forgive or not and chose to forgive rather than to fight him at 2:30 and to pay the consequences.

Maybe one day he will get the Gospel, maybe he won’t.  But I am struck still with the depth of the gospel.  Maybe I grew a little more in the fullness of the Spirit this week because of realizing a bit more of the kindness and goodness of God our Savior who appeared and saved us.