Category Archives: Worship

By Your blood You ransomed people from every tribe

For from the rising of the sun to its setting My name will be great among the nations, and in every place incense will be offered to My name, and a pure offering.  For My name will be great among the nations, says the Lord of Hosts.  Malachi 1:11

Worthy are You to take the scroll and to open its seals, for You were slain, and by Your blood You ransomed people for God from every tribe and language and people and nation.  Revelation 5:9

Back story: I live sandwiched between two Native American reservations.  When I  moved here just over 25 years ago, I cried out to God that a Gospel witness would be raised up with the Native community.  It seemed so dark.  The longer I’ve been here, the more I have seen the darkness grip the lives of families in the school system, and more closely in the lives of women I am able to personally interact with about Jesus in the County jail.

thumb_IMG_1683_1024.jpgOver 75% of the women that I have met with over the past 18 years at the jail have been Native.  So many are gripped with addictions, mainly alcohol and meth, but also heroin.  They study the Bible in jail, but once they get out, they fall so quickly back into the old party ways.  And then they are back in jail again, or prison.

Last fall the outreach committee from our church began to dream and plan to bring in a group from Minneapolis, the “Heart of the City” Band.  A woman on the committee heard the leader share their story on the radio about how the group had been going to reservations in South Dakota and God had been using them to reach the Native Americans with the good news of Jesus.

The leader, Dan Adler is a gifted song writer,  just “happens” to be from this area.  He grew up just down the road from the one reservation and learned to play the guitar in the tiny church down the road from the reservation where we have held prayer meetings in years past that God would raise up a Native church.  I called Dan, a cold call, and said: “Dan, come home.”  I explained how we have a heart to see the Natives reached just like he told of how they were reaching the ones in South Dakota.

He has written music with Native flute and drumming music and one of the ladies in the group is a Native American who God has rescued from a life of bondage to drugs and trauma from an early age.  She has a powerful testimony.

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Last weekend, our dreams came to fruition.  The multicultural “Heart of the City” band did a two hour concert on the tribal grounds amphitheater, powerfully and beautifully proclaiming the truth of the Gospel to the land that Jesus is Lord and the one true way to God.  They proclaimed healing to this land and to their hearts because of the Jesus way.  Jesus is not a white Jesus or a black Jesus, or a Native Jesus.  On earth He was from the small tribe of Judah, in Israel.  But He is for all people everywhere.

This was to a place where this has never been done!  About 150 people were there.  While not many Natives were in attendance, this was a first fruits, a leading out in worship.

In 2 Chronicles 20 Jehoshaphat and all of Judah faced an attack from the Moabites and the Ammonites.  He called out to God, who told him not to be afraid or dismayed, “For the battle is not yours but God’s,” vs. 17.  All of Judah bowed in worship to the Lord and praised God in holy attire.  And when they began to sing and praise the Lord, God set an ambush against the attackers.  The two opposing forces turned on each other and they were routed.

There were so many spoils that it took three days to carry it all off.  On the fourth day they assembled in “The Valley of Berucah” which means the Valley of Blessing, for they blessed the Lord (really, the Lord blessed them).

So Jehoshaphat led the battle simply by worshipping and God did the work.  “The battle is not yours but God’s.”  The battle for the hearts and lives of the Native peoples is not ours, but it is God’s.”

The weapons we fight with are not of the flesh but have divine power to demolish strongholds.  2 Corinthians 10:4  May strongholds be demolished because mighty weapons of mass destruction were dispatched last night!

May this lead the way for a harvest of souls amongst the people of the St. Croix Chippewa Indians.

This is one of their songs:“We Speak Life” Heart of the City”

Check it out!  It’s a powerful song.

 

 


Here I am to Worship

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This people honors Me with their lips, but their heart is far from Me.  In vain do they worship Me, teaching as doctrine the commandments of men.  Matthew 15:8-9

Where is My honor?  You priests despise My name by offering polluted food on My altar with blind animals, your second best, as a sacrifice.  Would the governor be pleased with that?  Oh that you would shut the doors and not light a fire on My altar for I have no pleasure in you, says the Lord of hosts…For from the rising of the sun to its setting, My name is great among the nations.  Malachi 1

We have a tendency to think that God should be pleased with any feeble attempt that we bring to Him and He should be happy with it.  An old boyfriend once chose to go on a card playing weekend with his buddies instead of traveling with me to get a much needed new (used) car at my parents several hours away.  It was dreadfully cold and my old car was prone to stalling out.  It did stall out  in three lanes of traffic, and I was stuck while strangers rescued me, mercifully pushing me off to the side of the busy city street.

He sent me a half of dozen roses after the weekend, most likely a feeble attempt to say “I’m sorry I chose my buddies over you,” without using words.  Unimpressed, I didn’t even put the roses in water.  Perhaps that’s how God feels when we give Him our second, third or twentieth best.  It’s not worship, so don’t even try to pretend it is.  To use Malachi’s words, don’t even bother showing up.  Yet we do it all of the time and think, “How lucky God is to have me.”

What does God take pleasure in?  What worship does He delight in?

Here are a few verses to give us some hints:

  • Psalm 50:23 The one who offers thanksgiving as his sacrifice glorifies Me.
  • Psalm 51:6 Behold You delight in truth in the inward being.
  • Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart You won’t despise.
  • 1 Samuel 15:22 To obey is better than sacrifice.  Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings as in obeying the voice of the Lord?
  • 1 Kings 10:9  The Queen of Sheba said to Solomon: Blessed be the Lord your God who has delighted in you and set you on the throne of Israel!

God delights in thankful hearts, truth, broken spirits, obedience, and He delights in us.  John Piper says that “Christ is most glorified in me when I am most satisfied in Him.”  He expands worship to being bigger than just my frame of mind when I go to church on Sunday mornings, or whether I sing along to Christian songs.  Here are some expanded thought on that:

1.  Our pursuit of joy honors God.  It’s a joy that is found because we have come to Him hungry, thirsty and desperate and we know that satisfaction is found only in Jesus.  Our thirst honors God because we have come to Him to be filled (not to anything or anyone else).

2.  If we pursue God as our joy and satisfaction then it makes worship God centered.  If I love to be satisfied in God because He’s the center of my existence, then I am worshiping Him.  If my boyfriend went with me to get my new used car because he wanted to be with me, then he wouldn’t be my “old” boyfriend.  He consistently chose other things as more important than me.  I didn’t like it.  Neither does God.

If I delight in God, it is an end in itself because I love God and want to be with Him.  And He likes that.

3.  When we worship for the sake of God’s greatness and beauty, stuff happens.  In true worship, God is at work because the Holy Spirit is free to work.   People are drawn to God, conviction of sin takes place, people are encouraged, gifts come oozing out and a positive mojo happens.  If we come to church or to God to use Him, to give Him or second or third best, or to put ourselves in the pole position, God isn’t glorified and the  Spirit isn’t set free to work–and things don’t happen.

4.  All of life is worship and not just church.  Again, to requote John Piper: “Christ is most glorified in me when I’m most satisfied in Him.”  So if I am satisfied in Jesus, I find my joy in Him, and I pursue my satisfaction in Him then He is going to be magnified in my life.  I think about how easily I find my joy and satisfaction in fleeting, temporal things and think that I am no different than anyone else who doesn’t know Jesus.

God, turn my face and my heart to You.  My only hope is in You, my only joy is in You.  All that I have is in You.  I count the rest as loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing You.  You are the pearl of great price.  For joy I will sell all that I have to gain You and Your kingdom.

 

 

 

 

 


Extravagant generosity compels an extravagant response

I am under obligation both to the Greeks and to the barbarians, both to the wise and to the foolish.  So I am eager to preach the gospel to you also who are in Rome, for I am not ashamed of the gospel.  Romans 1:14-16

Mary therefore took a pound of expensive ointment made from pure nard, and anointed the feet of Jesus and wiped His feet with her hair.  The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume.  John 12:3

I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.  2 Samuel 24:24

Paul realized that he owed a great debt to God.  He often called himself a servant, a slave, or a bondservant.  In the Greek, it is “doulos”: somebody who is forced to work for somebody else for no payment and is regarded as the property of that person.” (Encarta Dictionary)

If grace is free, why should we operate from the concept of owing God, or of being His slave?  There is a difference between a slave of God, and a bondservant.  A bondservant served out his or her time as a slave and could go free, but instead chose to stay with his or her master and to serve for the rest of his or her life.  It is done willingly.  So we are God’s bondservants.  We serve Him willingly.

As for sharing the gospel eagerly like Paul, we should do it out of obedience, out of love, and out  of understanding the gospel.  This involves grasping the depth of our own sin and the depth of the love of God displayed by Jesus on the cross.

perfumeSomehow the two women that washed Jesus’ feet with their hair, tears, and perfume got this while the onlookers didn’t.  In the Luke 7:36-50 account, it was the Pharisees who scoffed while the “sinner” poured out her extravagant response to Jesus.  In John 12:1-7 it was Judas who sneered at Mary that the expensive perfume could be used for the poor.  What catches me with Mary was that the house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume.  Mary’s generous sacrifice wasn’t just a beautiful odor to Jesus, but to everyone there.

  • Am I willing to pour out my most expensive possession to wash Jesus’ feet because He washed me with His blood?
  • What is my most expensive possession that I need to hold on to more loosely to give to Jesus as a thank offering?

JD Greear: “God wants us to be consumed with His glory and filled with compassion, just as He is, moving instinctively to a world of need around us.” (Jesus Continued, pg. 89)

When Jesus said “Follow Me,” He bids us first to come and die, like in Romans 12:1-2 and John 12:24, Unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains alone.  But if it dies, it bears much fruit.

No one wants to die.  They want their cake–

I want to be near my family…I want cute kids…I want a comfortable job…I want a nice husband…I want a 9-5 job…I want a good income with money to spare…I want good neighbors…I, I, I

It is the death of “I”: The Village of Me: Population 1    Welcome to ME

When I chop down that sign, then that’s when God really begins to work.  I surrender, God takes over and He moves my heart with gratitude just like the two women with hair and perfume.  I think gratitude triggers compassion

I sat across the table this week from a dad at school.  His hands were dirty from trying to start his car in almost below zero weather for two days and the car wouldn’t cooperate.  He was early for the meeting, so we had time to talk.  I made him coffee and we chatted.  I’ve known him for years.

His wife died at her own hands several years before, leaving him to raise three boys on his own.  He was severely burned in a welding accident since then, leaving him with just a knob of a nose and no eye lids.  He explained how he should have asked them to give him eyelids because when he goes out in the sun it’s like rivers of water, but he wasn’t complaining.

My heart wells up with compassion for him and his boys, thinking about Christmas, about what life looks like for them, telling him that I was sorry to hear that his dad died just a couple of weeks ago.  How can I bring Jesus into his world?  Oh God, tell me.

Use my life, Lord, to the greatest extent, to bring salvation to those around me.  You used great people to pour the gospel into me, so use me to pour the gospel into others.  I am obligated because of what You have done for me, I am eager because the great news of Jesus, and I am not ashamed of the gospel for it is the power of God unto salvation for whoever hears it.

 

 

 


A Christmas Message from 1 Chronicles

David provided great quantities of iron for nails for the doors of the gates and for camps, as well as bronze in quantities for weighing, and cedar timbers without number, for the Sidonians and Tyrians brought great quantities of cedar to David.  For David said, “Solomon my son is young and inexperienced, and the house that is to be built for the Lord must be exceeding magnificent, of fame and glory throughout all lands.  I will therefore make preparation for it.”  So David provided materials in great quantity before his death.  1 Chronicles 22:3-5

With great pains I have provided for the house of the Lord 100,000 talents of good, a million talents of silver, and bronze and iron beyond weighing, for is so much of it; timber and stone, too, I have provided.  1 Chronicles 22:14

JD Greear writes in his book, Jesus Continued…Why the Spirit Inside You is Better Than Jesus Beside You, A heart that truly understands the gospel overflows with gratefulness to God.  Extravagant grace produces extravagant givers.  (Pg. 88)  David was so overwhelmed with what God had done for him that his heart overflowed with a desire to give back to God.  God had told David that he couldn’t build His temple, but God did allow him to provide the materials for the temple.

Did you catch that in the 1 Chronicles verses?  He provided so many materials they were beyond weighing.  So why was it such a big deal to David to see the Temple get built?  Maybe it was like what Prince Ea from You Tube said in one of his clips, “Martin Luther Jr. didn’t have a dream, the dream had him.”

I would say maybe David wasn’t so much a man after God’s own heart as He was a man whose heart God was after.  And He got His heart.

Isn’t that what God wants?  Our hearts?  And when He gets it, He takes it and runs with it.   And God overflows it with so much stuff that it can’t be weighed.  It’s like the Grinch’s heart that grows three times bigger after hearing the Who’s sing when he took all their presents.  In Psalm 119:32 David wrote, I will run in the way of Your commandments when You enlarge my heart!  There it is.

Jabez prayed for it in 1 Chronicles 4:10.  Jabez called upon God saying, ‘O God that You would bless me and enlarge my border.’

So what does this have to do with Christmas?  If we truly understand Christmas and the gospel, that God gave us Jesus to save us from our sin, or as my favorite Titus 3:4 simply tells, when the good and kindness of God our Savior appeared, He saved us.  If we get that, then our hearts should be enlarged three times bigger, and we should be caught with a dream like David that consumes us.

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It might not be a Temple, or an enlarged border, but if our hearts overflow with gratitude then we become extravagant givers because of God’s extravagant grace.  That is what has caught me over this last week.  I have spied the people around me with new eyes thinking, “how can I bless them this Christmas?”  I have prayed that God would speak to me to give me His eyes and then to tell me what to do for those He puts on my heart.

There are at least two families that I am hoping to bless with God’s grace, as well as some individuals.  I would like to say that it will be so much that it can’t be weighed, but it’s a start.  Enlarge my heart O God.  Pour your extravagant grace through me to others so that they can come to know You.

*Image from Bethel Bible Church, Winimac IN


God, speak to my soul

In Psalm 35:3 David prayed: “God, say to my soul, ‘I am your salvation!'”

speak to my soulI can pray and remind myself that God is my salvation, but David prayed that God would remind his soul of that truth.  God, You are my salvation–not my job, not money, not my health, not my husband, not my friends–You are.  Remind me of that.  Talk to my soul when I am comfortable and complacent to wake me up.  And talk to my soul when I am struggling to overcome stress and trials.  Remind me that it is You that is my shield and buckler and that You fight the fights for me.

Looking at Psalm 35, it seems that David prayed this when he was feeling attacked by physical adversaries, guys like Saul and even his own sons at times.  No matter which way he turned, someone was after him.  Maybe they saw and heard of God’s anointing on his life and instead of helping him get to being king, they tried to stop it.  I don’t have people chasing me around physically, but I feel what David wrote in verse 20 “They do not speak peace, but against those who are quiet in the land they devise words of deceit.  They open wide their mouths against me; they say, ‘Aha, aha!'”

In Nehemiah 13:2 it tells that Moab hired Balaam to curse Israel, yet God turned the curse into a blessing.  That’s what God does.  When others curse us with their mouths and actions, God takes and turns that around for good.  In Balaam’s case, Balak hired him to curse Israel. But God stepped in and used an angel of the Lord and made Balaam’s donkey talk to get his attention and to stop him.

So even when others are against me simply because they are not at peace and they want to stir up strife, God takes and works that for a blessing.  He is my salvation, my peace, my shield and my buckler.

Psalm 35:27-28 praises God for this and so do I: “Let those who delight in My righteousness shout for joy and be glad and say evermore, ‘Great is the Lord, who delights in the welfare of His servant.’  Then my tongue shall tell of Your righteousness and of Your praise all the day long.”