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What do you want Me to do for you? I want to be healed

The blind beggar called out, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” And Jesus said to him, “What do you want Me to do for you?”  And the blind man said to him, Rabbi, let me blind man.jpgrecover my sight.”  And Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your faith has made you well.”  And immediately he recovered his sight and followed him on the way.  Mark 10:48-52

Have you had weeks and months that just kind of blur together and not much big goes on, and then ‘Boom!’ big stuff happens?  Well, this last week was one of those weeks.  Let me back up.  For about the last four or five months, my left shoulder has been hurting, like bad. It had gotten to the point where I couldn’t even open up my car door without extreme pain kicking in.  I suppose it was a pinched nerve or a herniated disc.  For most of the last two or three weeks my arm was numb and cold when I woke up in the morning.

I began going to the chiropractor in June two to three times a week.  I knew I should have attended to it sooner, just too busy.  In early July the chiro said, “I can’t do anything more.  You’ve got to go to the doctor.  You’ve probably got to get an MRI.”  I nodded, but thought: “No way.  I’m not going to get an MRI.  I’m not going through all of that.”

Second strand of the story:  Over the last year, my husband and I have gotten to know a Christian brother better.  He’s the kind of guy that’s full of Holy Spirit energy.  He’s into dreams and interpreting them, so we like to talk about how God speaks to us.  He went on a missions trip to Haiti about a year and a half ago.  While there, whoever was leading the group told Brian to take charge of a line of locals who were there for healing. He was to pray for them to be healed.  Brian was thrown into just doing it, and God met him.  By the end of the day, almost all of the people were healed that he had prayed for.

He came back home thinking, “If God could work through me in Haiti, why can’t he work through me here to pray for people and see them healed?”  So he began to pray for people to be healed and things began to happen.  Brian began a small group Bible study in our area.  He has been inviting us to join us, but it hasn’t been until the last month or so that we have begun to go.

Another guy has been at the small group who also has the gift of healing, Barry.  And I sit there with a shoulder that hurts so much I can’t open my car door…I’ve been reading through the Gospels and ‘faith’ seems to be the thing that just keeps jumping out over and over.  So after the chiropractor said, “Yup, your shoulder is messed up,” I guess I knew it was time to actually apply faith and open my mouth.

So I did.  At the end of the small group, when it was time to pray, Brian asked if anyone needed any prayer.  Someone else said something first.  And then  I finally said, “My shoulder has been really bad lately.  I need prayer for it.”  So Brian said, “Okay, let’s pray for it.”  He prayed for God to heal it, then asked me to move it around.  “Nothing.”  He prayed for it again.  Still nothing.  Then another gal said, “Stand up.”  Then she had me raise my right arm.    She said, “I can feel and see the knot.  It’s huge.”

He prayed again.  Then he said, “Move it around.”  The loudest snap and crack sounded and the gal standing to my right yelled, “The knot is moving!  It’s gone!”  I moved my arm, and the knot and pinching and pain was gone.  That was five days ago.  It’s still gone.

There’s more to the story.  My husband struggles with anxiety a lot.  Like my shoulder pain, it has become more and more distinct and debilitating.  He has resisted going to the small group because he’s anxious about having to go to work the next day.  My reply is that we all have to go to work the next day, but that doesn’t change anything.  He wasn’t going to go this week because of it.

There were guest missionaries there from Albania.  They had become Christians through Barry.  As Brian was praying for me, the missionary wife was singing quietly over the whole while.  I thought it was pretty, but didn’t make much of it.  Wayne left as soon as prayer was over.  We drove separately so he could do that, our compromise.  When I got home, he said:  “I wished everyone would have stopped talking when that lady sang.  It was like a wave of peace washed over me.  I wanted her to sing over me for my anxiety.”

I asked why he didn’t stay then, but his anxiety had gotten the best of him.  But he called Barry’s the next day, in an act of faith, and asked if he could come and have them pray for his anxiety.  This was even bigger than my shoulder!  This anxiety has gripped him all of his life.

So Wayne went, and Barry and his wife and the missionaries prayed over him.  The wife sang.  Another miracle happened this week.  When Wayne left, it was like a load was taken off of him.  Peace that he hasn’t known swept over him.

I am not saying that this is a once and for all deal, because fear keeps knocking.  As we processed that freedom, we talked about how Jesus is the way and the truth–Satan is a liar.  Jesus is all about faith–Satan is all about fear.  James 4:7 says to “Resist the devil and he will flee from you.”  I say he must flee from us when we take authority in Jesus’ name.  I rebuke you fear and anxiety in Jesus’ name.

That’s my story, and I’m sticking to it!


Don’t Worry, Be Happy

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Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.  Philippians 4:6-8

My mom was the most creative worrier I’ve ever encountered.  She could dream up ways that things could fall apart and then spend way too much time fretting about them.  I would say that there is no placard that says “worry changes things,” but there are ones that say “prayer changes things.”  Today’s verses are not suggestions, they are commands.  In fact, when Jesus was with the disciples when they would fret, like when Jesus was asleep in the storm in Mark 4:40 He rebuked them with, “Why are you so afraid?  Have you still no faith?”

Worrying, anxiety and fear are really signs of our lack of faith.  The opposite reaction would be to trust God and to pray.  The trick is to do it.  I saw a skit once that painted such a good picture about the peace of God guarding our hearts and minds.  There was a person sitting at a desk and a bodyguard standing watch at the door.  Different people with the labels of “worry,” “anxiety,” and “fear.” knocked at the door one by one.  The person at the desk told the bodyguard: “you take it.”  One by one the peace of God bodyguard told the different visitors to go away.

That is a great visual.  When worry, fear, anxiety, and fretting comes knocking, tell them to go away, trusting in God’s peace to cover you, or to be your bodyguard.  Or better, your heart and mind guard.   This is accomplished by praying first.  Pray about everything.  According to dictionary.com, supplication means the act of asking or begging for something humbly and earnestly.  Nothing is too small or too big to bring to God.  When you bring something troubling to God, claim that promise of  peace.

And be thankful.  The Israelites that went from Egypt to the Promised Land really lacked thankfulness.  They grumbled, whined and challenged Moses’ authority at every turn.  Even though God gave them water from a rock and manna each morning, it says in Psalm 78:17-19, “Yet they sinned still more against Him, rebelling against the Most High in the desert.  They tested God in their heart by demanding the food they craved.”  And then in verse 21 God’s response to this: “When the Lord heard, He was full of wrath…because they did not believe in God and did not trust His saving power.”

When we are not thankful and grumble about what we have, we are not believing in God or trusting in His ability to help us.  When we are quick to pray when we encounter something bothersome, thanking God, His peace is a promise that God delivers on.  This peace surpasses understanding, which means that we can’t explain it or figure it out.  We can just enjoy it and praise God for it.

It really is astonishing that we can ask God for something and He will hear us, respond and give us peace.  Don’t ever take that for granted so much that you rely on yourself and begin to live a life that you manage.  This is in contrast to attempting to walk by faith and live a life that responds to the voice of God and attempts great things for Him and through Him.

If you want victory over worry and you want to have the steady enjoyment of God’s peace, then follow Paul’s prescription: Do not be anxious but pray about everything.  Simply stated: Don’t worry, be happy (and pray).

 


God, speak to my soul

In Psalm 35:3 David prayed: “God, say to my soul, ‘I am your salvation!'”

speak to my soulI can pray and remind myself that God is my salvation, but David prayed that God would remind his soul of that truth.  God, You are my salvation–not my job, not money, not my health, not my husband, not my friends–You are.  Remind me of that.  Talk to my soul when I am comfortable and complacent to wake me up.  And talk to my soul when I am struggling to overcome stress and trials.  Remind me that it is You that is my shield and buckler and that You fight the fights for me.

Looking at Psalm 35, it seems that David prayed this when he was feeling attacked by physical adversaries, guys like Saul and even his own sons at times.  No matter which way he turned, someone was after him.  Maybe they saw and heard of God’s anointing on his life and instead of helping him get to being king, they tried to stop it.  I don’t have people chasing me around physically, but I feel what David wrote in verse 20 “They do not speak peace, but against those who are quiet in the land they devise words of deceit.  They open wide their mouths against me; they say, ‘Aha, aha!'”

In Nehemiah 13:2 it tells that Moab hired Balaam to curse Israel, yet God turned the curse into a blessing.  That’s what God does.  When others curse us with their mouths and actions, God takes and turns that around for good.  In Balaam’s case, Balak hired him to curse Israel. But God stepped in and used an angel of the Lord and made Balaam’s donkey talk to get his attention and to stop him.

So even when others are against me simply because they are not at peace and they want to stir up strife, God takes and works that for a blessing.  He is my salvation, my peace, my shield and my buckler.

Psalm 35:27-28 praises God for this and so do I: “Let those who delight in My righteousness shout for joy and be glad and say evermore, ‘Great is the Lord, who delights in the welfare of His servant.’  Then my tongue shall tell of Your righteousness and of Your praise all the day long.”