I am under obligation both to the Greeks and to the barbarians, both to the wise and to the foolish. So I am eager to preach the gospel to you also who are in Rome, for I am not ashamed of the gospel. Romans 1:14-16
Mary therefore took a pound of expensive ointment made from pure nard, and anointed the feet of Jesus and wiped His feet with her hair. The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume. John 12:3
I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing. 2 Samuel 24:24
Paul realized that he owed a great debt to God. He often called himself a servant, a slave, or a bondservant. In the Greek, it is “doulos”: somebody who is forced to work for somebody else for no payment and is regarded as the property of that person.” (Encarta Dictionary)
If grace is free, why should we operate from the concept of owing God, or of being His slave? There is a difference between a slave of God, and a bondservant. A bondservant served out his or her time as a slave and could go free, but instead chose to stay with his or her master and to serve for the rest of his or her life. It is done willingly. So we are God’s bondservants. We serve Him willingly.
As for sharing the gospel eagerly like Paul, we should do it out of obedience, out of love, and out of understanding the gospel. This involves grasping the depth of our own sin and the depth of the love of God displayed by Jesus on the cross.
Somehow the two women that washed Jesus’ feet with their hair, tears, and perfume got this while the onlookers didn’t. In the Luke 7:36-50 account, it was the Pharisees who scoffed while the “sinner” poured out her extravagant response to Jesus. In John 12:1-7 it was Judas who sneered at Mary that the expensive perfume could be used for the poor. What catches me with Mary was that the house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume. Mary’s generous sacrifice wasn’t just a beautiful odor to Jesus, but to everyone there.
- Am I willing to pour out my most expensive possession to wash Jesus’ feet because He washed me with His blood?
- What is my most expensive possession that I need to hold on to more loosely to give to Jesus as a thank offering?
JD Greear: “God wants us to be consumed with His glory and filled with compassion, just as He is, moving instinctively to a world of need around us.” (Jesus Continued, pg. 89)
When Jesus said “Follow Me,” He bids us first to come and die, like in Romans 12:1-2 and John 12:24, Unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains alone. But if it dies, it bears much fruit.
No one wants to die. They want their cake–
I want to be near my family…I want cute kids…I want a comfortable job…I want a nice husband…I want a 9-5 job…I want a good income with money to spare…I want good neighbors…I, I, I
It is the death of “I”: The Village of Me: Population 1
When I chop down that sign, then that’s when God really begins to work. I surrender, God takes over and He moves my heart with gratitude just like the two women with hair and perfume. I think gratitude triggers compassion…
I sat across the table this week from a dad at school. His hands were dirty from trying to start his car in almost below zero weather for two days and the car wouldn’t cooperate. He was early for the meeting, so we had time to talk. I made him coffee and we chatted. I’ve known him for years.
His wife died at her own hands several years before, leaving him to raise three boys on his own. He was severely burned in a welding accident since then, leaving him with just a knob of a nose and no eye lids. He explained how he should have asked them to give him eyelids because when he goes out in the sun it’s like rivers of water, but he wasn’t complaining.
My heart wells up with compassion for him and his boys, thinking about Christmas, about what life looks like for them, telling him that I was sorry to hear that his dad died just a couple of weeks ago. How can I bring Jesus into his world? Oh God, tell me.
Use my life, Lord, to the greatest extent, to bring salvation to those around me. You used great people to pour the gospel into me, so use me to pour the gospel into others. I am obligated because of what You have done for me, I am eager because the great news of Jesus, and I am not ashamed of the gospel for it is the power of God unto salvation for whoever hears it.